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I caught myself in an old defense mechanism loop and was able to stop, breath, sit with the discomfort and own that motherfucking trauma response for what it is, then dismiss it and carry on with my day. So, like a very proud ten.
Im very proud of you as well.
- I just learned how to do some knitting (cast on), and while I was doubting myself because I couldn’t properly do it after the first few times I was shown how to do it, it clicked with me and I got it after a few attempts!
I’m feeling Randy Pitchford out of 10
I think I’m up to a 6. Gonna make a trip to the sawmill today to pick up some walnut and maybe some oak depending on how I’m feeling.
Just made a saw sharpening vice and a couple file handles.
Planning on building a kiln to dry oak and pine boards, that I hopefully cut myself.
-2
10, watched a dope ass movie with my partner and our cats and did some incredibly pure blow and I need to sleep GOOD NIGHT LOVE YOU
You can sleep after doing blow? How? Haha
Tylenol 3/codeine back in my day lol
I slept like 20 minutes after posting that hahaha
I’m insanely lucky, I happened to meet someone who gets bricks, doesn’t step on it, and when I occasionally want to indulge, gives me a sheeny solid corner of a brick. When I’ve had coke in the past that was stepped on, I definitely couldn’t sleep for hours after. Probably some cheap amphetamines added to it, I hated it. With actual pure cokes you can sleep like an hour after you do your last bump or line!
And you don’t need nearly as much, it’s insane. To get gakked, my partner and I will do about .1g each over the course of the night. With cut stuff, I’d have to do like 5x that for a mediocre buzz!
- That’s a lot for me. Fixed some hard issues at work and that gave me confidence.
Right now I’m at the coffee and pajamas phase so like a 2.
7.5
Terrible night’s sleep but I’ve had a couple of leads on work (one is almost in the bag) and I just did a big walk in the sunshine and I’m not in pain.
Pretty badass even if I’m gonna go pass out very soon.
Medium
Definitely a 7-8 today. In my humanities course this quarter we did a thing with chopsticks since it’s a Japanese culture and traditions course and I somehow managed to pick up 43 raw black eyed peas and transfer them over to a plate in a minute. 50% luck, 50% skill, and 100% fluke. Balanced that out by being a bit clumsier throughout the rest of the day.
I’m still standing despite everything so a 7 minimum.
As I always do, -3.14
22, im an absolute unit!
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