If you currently have an IP camera setup, add Tailscale to your network with the Subnet Routing feature enabled.
You can then access that camera from anywhere.
Optionally also enable the Funnel feature, and you won’t even need the Tailscale client.
So, what’s the utility of labeling yourself a “bad person”?
Everyone, everyone is imperfect, it’s the nature of being human. And we’re all imperfect in our own way, though we may share categories or degree of imperfection with others.
What’s more useful is to acknowledge when a poor choice is made, and striving to make better choices.
Negative self-talk doesn’t help.